Bodyscapes Project

Bodyscapes: the idea

Bodyscapes was born out of my desire to explore the human form in depth, using the medium of monochromatic photography. That’s a fancy way to say I want to explore how bodies look in black and white. I chose not to use color edits in order to eliminate one aspect of reality. The goal is to see the body not as body, but rather as abstract – as a landscape of sorts. Look at the human form from a non-traditional gaze. See the pieces without seeing their function. Notice the parts without judging attractiveness.

I hope to have many models over time. All bodies are welcome. Email me if you’d like to participate. I have no specific plans for where this project will land. For now, it’s online. In the future, it may evolve into the physical world.

Bodyscapes: Amy

she is a chameleon

in the best of all ways

you ask

she’s there

in form

in format

in whatever way

the scene requires

she’s there

until

she’s not

because she disappears

into herself

while you see

whatever 

whoever

is there

while she

is hidden

The Forgottens

we are made up of parts

upon parts

upon parts

billions of cells

How many times have you explored it all?

In truth, never. We can’t. We are only able to see some of our parts. Contortionists aside. So there are those forgotten parts. The ones we use and often ignore. The ones we forget to check in the mirror. The ones that are just as important as the rest.

Part of this project is to explore the entire human form. Especially the forgottens.

Voice

I have a voice.

We all do.

Yet I often feel unheard.

Unlistened to.

Screaming into the void.

Throat chakra choked and clogged

with all the repressed and swallowed

words

thoughts

feelings.

Body

the human body

is not merely

the sum of its parts

for if you were to

merely sum up its parts

you would lose

the very essence

of the human

and simply

have a body

Hold

how do you

hold yourself

when the self

is no longer

held in place

when the self

you once knew

has broken free

and you are left

to hold yourself

anew

See Me

all you ever see

is what you want

and expect

to see

so i have to

break you down

into pieces

that show

your humanity

Topography

topography of the flesh

proves

we come from the earth

as we are

reflections of the earth

embodied

topography of the flesh

shows

we do not float

in a single plane

of existence

no

we are dimensions

upon dimensions

hidden

within each other

topography of the flesh

records

how we grow and shrink

and birth and die

and evolve and rest

and break

and heal

topography of the flesh

is our roadmap

of lines and hills and valleys

of bumps and lumps

and curves and parts

topography of the flesh

breathes life

to a convoluted tangle of cells

and makes human

this bodyscape

Life

I consider myself pro-life. Calm down. Not like that. I am actually pro-life. Not pro-forced-birth. I believe in life. I believe we all have a right to live our life authentically. I believe in choice. We all have a right to know our spirit and to know what we want to do with our own bodies. All of us. I believe that controlling what one group of humans is allowed to do or not do to their own bodies is incompatible with life. Because life will out. No matter what the powers that be may say.

We will have bodily autonomy.

We do have bodily autonomy.

I stand with all marginalized and oppressed communities. This fight didn’t just start. This fight has been happening for centuries. If you’re just starting to feel the effects, you’re privileged. You need to educate yourself and respect those that have already paid their dues through blood, sweat, tears, and lives lost. This is but one chapter in a very long history of power and control. It’s up to us to decide the rest of the story.

Abortions are healthcare.

Birth control is healthcare.

Gender-affirming treatment is healthcare.

LGBTQ+ rights are imperative.

Black Lives Matter.

Black, Indigenous, and other People Of Color

deserve respect, rights, and reparations.

If you disagree, bye.

Thoughts on this project…

I’m beyond thankful for this project. When I started out, I didn’t know if anyone would volunteer. I didn’t know how to ask people to pose. I hadn’t really worked with mostly unclothed people I didn’t know. I was nervous, yet hopeful.

I didn’t know why I wanted to do this, just that my soul was asking for it. So I did what I could to answer that.

As I work with different people from varied life experiences, I feel my spirit speaking: Yes. See them. See what makes them unique. See their similarities. See their humanity. See yourself in them.

So I do. I am a tattooed artist. I am a mother. I am a survivor. I am each person who volunteered. Each person who volunteered is me. Because, that’s humanity. We are all part of each other. What makes us unique from each other is glorious. What we share as common traits or experience is even more beautiful.